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[11 Apr 2007|12:55pm] |
Ahhh lovely today is my second day of work. Last night was pretty good!!! Turns out my boss went to Wexford with me and was in my geography class in grade 9. So i get like special treatment. He lets me go out for smokes with him whenever he does and yesterday he let me go home early paid. I really am enjoying what i'm doing because its for a good cause and i don't have to convince people to buy anything its a quick "hello woud u like to donate clothes" "okay bye" ... so easy. And to top things off I work with AMANDA KEMP. I am very happy with this. The only problem is that its in a fuckd up location so getting home in a pain in the bum.
Its good to have something to keep me busy and out of trouble.
Off to seans house to smoke cigerettes and kill time before work
latah.
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[10 Apr 2007|12:23pm] |
You said on saturday to me. That you wern't gunna be mean to me anymore and that u didn't hate me? and then i get this rude ass message from you? ... Grow up. If you want ur shit come and get it its waiting here for you.And I will get my fucking stuff when i have some time. Yah my shit is important to me but i didn't want it sitting outside like any normal person. My mom will come get it sometime ... but for the past little while i had no bus fare or time and energy to make it to ur house and i don't want to see you. So stop being so rude because its stupid.
and this will be the final place i have to block u from to make my life go back to normal.
bye.
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[10 Apr 2007|02:09am] |
So i'm thinking everything happens for a reason. And well i haven't even thought about the sad things that have occurred in my life and i'm just keeping myself busy with the people that are making me truley happy. Yah i have a lot on my plate right now. But i'm not gunna dwell on it. Just try my hardest and keep on staying positive. I guess i had kinda a depressing patch but now that something that i was trying so hard to keep going is finally done with. I feel actually releaved? ... Its good to know whose important in ur life. Because there the ones that are there threw thick and thin. No matter what. And thats final. So out with the old and in with the new. And well keeping some of the old. Because i fucking love em. Sean has been so supportive for me threw these hard times. He keeps me busy and doesn't let me slip into old habits. If i'm down he make me laugh and makes me food (cuz i'm a compulsive eater now that i quit drinking and drugs) lol. And keeps me active by playing hack ... going on walks... I started playing pool which i'm quite addicted to now even though i suck. The funniest part of my life right now is all threw highschool i was the kid that never wanted to go home. And now when i go out all i can think about is how i can't wait to get home and lay in my bed and watch tv ... or just loaft. Loafting is my favorite. I start my new job tomorrow and i'm ultra nervous. My stomach has been hurting all night and i can't fall asleep. I don't know if i'm ready to walk my ass back into the working world right now. And my job deals with enough rejection. I dont know if i can't handle that or not. I find myself depressed so much and i'm thinking this might affect me being happy negatively. Anywho i should try and go back to sleep... big day a head of me. Wish me luck.
KEEP ON TRUCKING
best peice of advice ever.
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[22 Feb 2007|02:55am] |
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I wish i had something interesting to update everyone about. But my life is mad boring right now. Minus my awesome cool interview i have @ ticketmaster on friday. *crosses fingers* this job sounds like a bomb one. AND doesn't involve bein a cashier for the first time in my life. My parents are away for 2 weeks. And i'm living it up @ home. Barely ever leaving. People come and go as they please but i'm getting some very well needed alone time. And its funny how once my parents leave the interviews come rolling in. I think i do things that piss them off on puprpose for some reason. They REALLY grind my gears. Don't really feel like doing any hardcore partying this week. Cant afford it and don't really care to.
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| Christmas break |
[08 Jan 2007|02:55pm] |
I had the best christmas break ever spent almost everyday with my tina!!! Went to waterloo and partied it up ... loved the cheap beers....
have the flu now but hope to get better soon
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[22 Nov 2006|05:53pm] |
Haven't been treated this good.
like ever to be quite honest.
last night was jokes smoked a Fattie with Tina and we just walked around her neighborhood for like 2 hours. "Do you ever pretend your a lego man?" ... lol so many jokes gwanned.
:) Everything is pretty fucking spiffy right now.
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| J.D killed me. |
[16 Nov 2006|09:53pm] |
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Last night Brandon and Mike picked me up and we got tina and went to TINAS house. Where me and Jack met again. And boy was i pretty durrrrunk. The boys left and there was nothing to do so we called up Sam. Sam came to tinas and smoked us a HUGE blunt. And i was FUCKING retarded. Me and tina were in super fast convo lol and i'm pretty sure i sounded like a jack ass.
Went to sleep around 1 i guess. I think thats what time it was anyways lol and i kept getting woken up by Tinas fucking printer going on and off and because tina always lieks to scare me and tells me that her dead grandma haunts the house i like WIGGEd the fuck out. Cuz i'm soooo scared of ghosts. I almost had a fucking anxiety attack lol. Later to find out that there was a power failure hahaha..
Oh god
i'm a retard
and i love laguna beach.
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| happy happy joy joy |
[06 Nov 2006|08:51pm] |
I'm so freaking happy latley. I'm so glad that my life is BACK on track. Chugga Chugga WOO WOO... Its funny how hanging out with good influences actually makes you feel so much better. I used to think that everyone was on drugs. But nope it was just the people i surrounded my self around haha. Its all about getting drunk... getting drunk. Its okay to induldge once in a while but NOT more then once in a WHILE. Every day = bad news bears. I'm almost done highschool. College is applied to and i might be peacing out of scargheto. If i do you guys must come visit me!!!! and PARTAY!
its getting cold out and my toes are cold.
and nothing can bring me down nigga
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| Wowwie |
[31 Oct 2006|05:26pm] |
I actually like someone
:)
interesting.
Things are going well
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[24 Oct 2006|07:56pm] |
So even though everything went extremely down hill for a while and i lost people that were very important to me. I dont think i've been happier in a long time. All this made me realize whats important and what my priorities are. And losing what was important to me made me realize it really wasnt that important to begin with. Just bad influences and all everything was was a big party. Putting me through extreme emotional stress. Maybe i went insane? but maybe you all helped contribute to that. Not that i'm blaming anyone for my faults cuz i'm not but I guess things will be better how they are now.
Maybe one day when you guys are ready to be friends with me again I will be here because i'm a true friend and i'm not coldhearted. And no matter what mistakes people make i will be here for them. I dont think i have gotten mad at a friend in over a year now. Theres no point. Its stupid. and i dont just stop being friends with friends.
I've been spending a lot of time with people that are not into drugs and not so much of sketch cases and well its been good and i feel a lot better about me not being on drugs anymore...
I'm doing good
i'm doing fine.
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| Feeling Good ... Feeling Great |
[10 Oct 2006|04:21am] |
So this weekened wasn't TOO bad. My dad was in vegas so i had the house to myself. After getting so merked Thursday night at d1 i decided to myself that i'm actually gunna be a good girl from now on. And i proved i could do so on saturday night at joels party. The big test is gunna be fastforward on saturay though. I CANNOT WAIT.
On saturday i went out for long island iced teas wtih my mom ... i hadn't seen her in a while so that was good. Then i went to joels house and drank Gin there and missioned home. Oh waht a mission.
Sunday ... today? I hung out with my dads girlfriend all day and her friend and just hung out outside and drank wine. It was such a nice day out. Tomorrow she's taking me shopping for new clothes and i'm getting a hair cut. That is if i dont have work.... which i have to call at 8 in the morning. God damn.
After eating a huge chicken dinner i headed ot tinas house in my slippers. And hng out with her and dabu. hahah bunned a spliffa with Viktoria and Hunter... was good times. I missed you two.
DID MY HOMEWORK
i'm so good.
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[05 Oct 2006|11:03am] |
We all made it out alive
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it wasnt that bad!
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| Bahhhh humbug. |
[29 Sep 2006|03:32pm] |
I am in such a good mood today. But my body feels like shit. All my joints are sore and everything i eat tastes bland. I had a good night last night. Richard drove us home. And time flew by so fast. But I think its time to stop going to d1 and start concentrating on growing up.
After these two raves this october i think i am retiring.
amen.
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| I <3 my Friends. |
[16 Sep 2006|05:15pm] |
Words cant explain how great my social life is right now. Well minus the fact that i have nothing to do tonight and its Saturday. But I finally have a crew... i've always wanted a solid crew hahaha. Well i guess i've had lots of crews. But like i think i'm not gunna get bored of this one for a long time.
Tinas house jam was a complete success and it was full of drama which was quite entertaining. Minus people getting hurt. But it wasnt me.. or tina or her house so i dont really care.
Tour of duty was bomb tings. It was my first sober party ever and i really appreciated the music that much more. I could actually understand what the shit was going on. Bravo mallory.
Last night me, Joel and Caesar drank a 24 and then went to FLIRT. I finally got my i.d back btw. I didnt like it much in there because its really packed and sweaty and theres barely any room to sit but it was good vibes other then me getting ripped off by someone who is suppose to be my friend. Nuff pictures taken with saigon and shit ... i had a lot of fun. The after math was great too. I saw so many kids i hadnt seen in so long on my missions around the city yesterday. Mad tyrrell kids. AND to top it off a awesome K-hole.
Yes boys A night well done. <3
It was defintley lacking tina though
and CAPITAL J KILLED IT
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[27 Aug 2006|05:09pm] |
Best ending of a summer ever.
I love my tina
and my crew
boh boh boh boh BOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
hahaha
and drum and bass.
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[21 Aug 2006|04:24pm] |
This is defintley a good end to la summer...
very very good end
and i'm glad to have met new people that are so awesome and spend time with the ones that i've knwno for a while.
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[15 Aug 2006|11:36am] |
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So yeah i bet you this is gunna be the worst year ever. I'm the only one stuck in high school and i'm gunna be bored off my ass while everyone is busy doing stuff. I guess there will be a few of my friends that are still in highschool. GOD DAMMIT i dont want the summer to end ... its so freaking sad :'(
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[07 Aug 2006|09:58pm] |
WIKID ass weekend... I really want a live journal sweater... hahahaha that would be soooo gay ... I gotta cool it on the having fun so no drinking until friday this week. And no more drugs until soundclash. Its gunna be the ILLEST.
What happened this week pretty much.
Thursday: Down 1 with ... the usuals plus some randoms. Colettes first time. And probably her last time hahaha she was demolished. I <3 down 1 and i'm sad i cant go this week.
Friday : Akemis birthday party. Got so loaded on red wine and ended up passing out on the couch and missing the jaime griffin Crazy Kyle fight. Damn. Slept at tinas.
Saturday: Was suppose to work till 8 30 but got off 2 hours early. And then met up with miyoko who had a 12 of BOH! mmmmmm... :) and then we went to Joels house and chilled with Joel and Dabu. Ended up not making it home because of all the Booze and Cocaine and fooseball hahaha. Had so much fun chilln' with ko!.
Sunday: Could barely move and had barely any sleep. Chilled at Joels all day and hit up the LCBO and got me beer and Joel RUM. Got smashed as usual cuz i hadn't eaten or slept really. And then Leslie Clark and Yen came with K!!!!!!!!! i love K! Got RETARDED. and Clark drove me home at like 3 in the morning.
Monday: got high with ko. WOot.
CANT WAIT FOR THE MUTHA FUCKN' WEEKEND BITCHES
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*dances around*
i want out of here!!!!!!!!
DO DO DOD DOOOOOOO DOOD OOOOOOOOO DOODDOOOOOOOOOOOOO
can u guess what i'm singing?
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